[How many]

How many heart-breaking Taylor Songs will I have to fit into

Before I finally get over you

How many songs must I relate to

Reflecting the love I poured all over you

Before I am finally able to see

The vanity

The insanity

The desperation

And ever-pleading with God

To either take it from me

Or make the yearning of my heart come true

Every song, the words written

Like they were my own

Perfectly describing the

Cunningness of your charm

The deceit and lies you masterfully

Weaved

Each one making me believe they were

Sincere

The lies you spun

Exploded and left

Million pieces of emotional shrapnel

Buried deep within my skin

I wish it had just buried me instead

Like Noah loved Allie

How I loved you so

If you’re a bird I’m a bird kind of love

But it was paper thin promises you’d bestow

-Amelia James

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